Children in situations where a parent is unhappy, angry, distorted in their thinking and unwell, will cleave to that parent as a survival instinct. It is an inborn drive, it is all that they can do. Their rejection of you is not personal, it is not done to hurt you, it is done to survive the stormy seas they are sailing on in their rickety little boats. Children held captive by a parent’s mind can do nothing else but chart those seas as best they can. In doing so they seek your light, seeing it keeps them going, even if they cannot reach you yet.