Well after many sessions of counseling I discovered what I already knew!!
Its been liberating and therapeutic writing my story and this is what I have learned:-
- My ex is a narcissist and EVERYTHING WAS A LIE.
- Yes my mother LOVED ME and always did love me.
- No I did not do anything wrong for my children to not want anything to do with me.
- No my children do not hate me and IT IS NOT THEIR FAULT.
- Yes, it was the very best thing I could possibly do to save myself.
- My children are old enough to make their own decisions and they can choose to live the way they do.
I will always love my children and grandchildren and will be there for them when they are ready.
So this is the end of book number 2 Natural Born Liars