An alienated parent inspired
I had a moment of inspiration last week after 25 years of soul searching.
I am currently reading a book by Neale Donald Walsch called “What GOD said”. I have read many of his books and they have helped me reach where I am today. There is a passage in the book that asks you to think of a question where you have been searching for an answer for a very long time. Well you can guess what my question was
“Why is this happening to me and how do I deal with it in the long term”?
The writer of the book suggested that you ask yourself the question with a honest open non judgemental mind and the answer will come to you before you have even had chance to put the question down on paper. Sure enough, it happened, just like Neale Donald Walsch said, instant!!!
My answer was :–
Your children love you and always will!!!
They are unfortunate enough to have been caught up in their father’s drama and Narcissic world.
They are not strong enough to make their own decisions about what they want to do,
they can do nothing, they don’t know how to??
Sit back and be happy in the knowledge that they love you in their own way and always will and be grateful for that. ……….
It is a good enough answer for me and I feel relief, gratitude and acceptance that after all the reading and research and finally asking myself the question that I had the answer within myself all the time.
It just took a little time for it to come to me! hallelujah